Yikes!
Okay, I'm updating again, whoa! Only the third time since last week, I know, it's crazy.
My positive outlook determination is going well, so far, haven't had too much to complain about lately! Huzzah! Well, there's one thing, but we won't go into that. And even the most positive person would complain about such things.
I did find out some disturbing news tonight, but the source wasn't necessarily in the best of mind frames, so maybe he was not telling the truth. If it WAS the truth, it pissed me off. A LOT! But if not, then I can hopefully let my mind settle. I just can't understand how something like that would happen! ARGUH! This needs to go away. NOW!
Anyway.
Relay for Life is tonight/tomorrow morning. I'm absolutely exhausted, so it should be interesting. It'll be most interesting to see me at, say, 5am in the morning! I'll probably be falling down with lack of sleep. This may push me into getting more than 4 hours at a time though. And when I say four hours at a time, I mean, of my 24 hour days, I sleep for 4 hours, and am awake for 20. I'm not sure how much longer this can go on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm at the point where I want to cry because I'm so tired, but I can't. That's not the answer to anything...
I guess my feeling right now is that I'm hoping that the end of the school year will just come quickly. I don't need to be around this anymore, and I don't want to be either. Doing whatever for the whole summer will make me feel better. I just have to keep thinking that! Things will get better, I know they will!!!! Things always work out in the end. :)
- posted by L. @ 9:49 PM