Might as well jump on the blogwagon...
Yes folks, it's a new look for me. I figured that since the overall website for bloggers was getting an overhaul, why not me too?? :)
Anyway, things are interesting. I had a good night, shitty morning, now I'm all broken up inside (again). I don't know what's going on, I don't know what to think. Thank god for someone (he knows who he is) that helped me through this afternoon, otherwise I'd be a mess.
So yeah, that's where I am right now. I hate this period of not knowing what's going on. I so was expecting a good day. Maybe there's still hope, maybe not. I don't know anymore...
I really don't know what to say right now, I'm just that mixed up inside, and I really don't know what to think.
The only thing that is remotely close to how I feel is from a musical. Interpret as you wish.


I've been living to see you.
Dying to see you, but it shouldn't be like this.
This was unexpected. What do I do now?
Could we start again please?
I've been very hopeful so far.
Now for the first time I think we're going wrong.
Hurry up and tell me this is just a dream.
Could we start again please?
I think you've made your point now.
You've even gone a bit too far to get the message home.
Before it gets too frightening, we ought to call a halt.
So could we start again please?
Could we start again, please?
I've been living to see you.
Dying to see you, but it shouldn't be like this.
This was unexpected. What do I do now?
Could we start again please?
Could we start again, please?
I think you've made your point now.
You've even gone a bit too far to get the message home.
Before it gets too frightening, we ought to call a halt.
So could we start again please?
Could we start again, please?
I've been living to see you.
Dying to see you, but it shouldn't be like this.
This was unexpected. What do I do now?
Could we start again please?
Could we start again, please?
Could we start again?
--Jesus Christ Superstar ~ Could We Start Again Please?
- posted by L. @ 2:56 PM