Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Three hours till the big move....
Wow. It hasn't quite hit me yet that I'm leaving in like, three hours for Ohio!
I'm so confused.
I was hoping to leave for Ohio with less confusion, but now I think there's more. I don't know what's going through my head. I don't know what I want anymore. Hell, I don't know which way is up! I guess I got what I deserved, but it still sucks. I guess I was hoping too much. I don't know anymore...
On a brighter note, however...
I'm excited. Now, more than ever. I think Ohio will help clear my muddled, confused head. At least it will help me think things through without having any sort of distractions. And it has great potential to be the summer of my life. Not to mention take away my broken heart.
So I'm excited. I'm going to miss everyone, but I'm excited.
Probably should get some shut-eye before the trip, leaving at 4:30AM is not my cup of tea!! Have a great next few days...don't know when I'll post again. :)