Saturday, November 27, 2004
Hmm. Interesting spin of events.
Ah, Cantique de Jean Racine....yup, you guessed it, *tear, tear, sniff, sniff*. Okay, I'll be over that in a few minutes.
I just sent off an email that I'm wondering if I should have sent or not. I hope I did the right thing in sending it, lord knows I was actually expressing my feelings for once. And I needed to get a lot of that out. Well, it's definitely out. I'm sure I definitely left parts out. Most likely in fact. I'm an intensely private person (irony right here peoples!) and while I do tell the truth, I tend to leave parts out. And I hate feelings. A lot. My solution to feelings is ignoring them until they go away. Not an entirely effective method. :)
Okay, changing the subject. I haven't touched the piano all weekend. I'm thinking this needs to change. But on the plus side, I think I know what I'm wearing (except my shoes) on Tuesday. Yay! I was worried about that! I only hope that my sister still owns the shirt I'm planning on stealing, otherwise it's back to the drawing board. The only downside is that the shirt is sleeveless, so I'm probably going to freeze my tail off until I get full-fledged into the Beethoven, but eh, meh, it happens. Not to mention I look extremely cute in said shirt!!
I am just praying for no major train wrecks, lots of mistakes, etc. I just have to think back to sophomore year when I may or may not have completely bombed the Schubert Impromptu (Op. 90, no 4 in A flat major...gahhhhh I need to forget that piece exists), and people still were asking Andy if I was a piano major. Hmm, maybe I don't suck as much as I think.
The problem with shuffle on windows media player is that it tends to repeat itself within short periods of time. Damnit, Cantique again! Am I going to skip this? Of course not.
Anyway, it's getting late, and I haven't decided what I'm doing tomorrow, so I should probably head to bed. Regardless, I'm going grocery shopping, getting my hair trimmed (heh, for me, trim = six inches or something ridiculous), and hopefully figuring out how to turn on our scanner to scan some of my pix from this summer so I don't have to put that off till winter break (though lord knows I will have nothing else to do besides count ceiling tiles). I'm so computer illiterate sometimes it scares me.