A measly twelve hours! AGHHHHHHHHH!
Yup. I'm nervous. Can you tell??? No way. I'm so freaking nervous. My piano lesson went well today, though. At least that made me happy. But still. TWELVE HOURS! THAT'S IT! OH MY GOD!
A rundown on the lesson today:
Beethoven - awesome. if i play half as well tomorrow, i will be happy.
Beach - yup, i peaked on this one already. it's going to blow monkeys. the audience won't be able to tell. hopefully.
Chopin - eh. i still have the same problems with rushing. so we'll see. bah!
Bartok - ups and downs! gaaaahhhh! mvmt one-good, mvmt two-good, mvmt three-okay, mvmt four-good, mvmt five-interesting...,mvmt six-ummmm....
Wow. Twelve hours. And I still have to write a $*#@$ing chemistry paper. It's due tomorrow. And it's on PCBs and the Fox River. Or something. I'm not sure. Good lord. This is bad. I'm pondering saying "fuck it" on the paper and turning it in late, but I'm not sure if I can really afford to do that. I suppose I just have to ace my oral presentation next week and the final. Haha, ace the final. Well, Beth did offer to help me study for it, so we'll have to see. Yikes.
I'm going to see how much I can get written by midnight, then we'll see. I suppose that means I have to start writing it. Bah!
Recital! AGH! I'm so nervous. I was hoping to sleep tonight...yeah. Right. Lots to think about. Lots to NOT worry about. Lots to try not to think about....can't wait till all this shit is over! Next Monday is going to be a welcome relief. Sort-of. Let me rephrase. Next Wednesday is going to be a welcome relief. I mean Thursday. No, I mean Friday. Okay. Fuck that noise. The end of the semester is going to be a welcome relief!
In the meantime...
If you're in Ripon tomorrow...
COME SEE ME! YAY MY RECITAL! 11:15 Demmer! Woohoo!!! And if you're not, leave me nice comments wishing me luck ;)
- posted by L. @ 11:16 PM