Imminent breakdown!
Agh! I am going to go crazy if today is a gauge for the rest of the stinkin' week. I have SO much to do before Tuesday and I have no motivation to do ANY of it. I also had a headache all afternoon, I'm ready to just snap on people, and if anyone pisses me off in the next 48 hours, be prepared to get snapped on.
I'm still rather irked about said e-stalker, but it's probably just because I am at the point of going crazy. But for those of you interested...go here.
There haven't been any posts lately, so I am hoping that there will be none, and people will just not read it. That would make me happy.
Yes, I realize I'm probably just overreacting, but seriously, leave me alone if you think so. I'm so not in the mood.
AIM is being stupid too. It won't let me change my profile, read people's away messages or, most importantly, send people messages sometimes! argh! do they not realize how much I RELY on instant messenger??? It sounds really stupid, but seriously, if you want to get ahold of me when I'm not in my room, you have four options: a- call my room phone & leave a message, b- call my cell phone and either i will pick up or you can leave a message, c- leave me a message on instant messenger, or d- *unrealistic* hunt me down...and really...a and d are not very good options. I constantly forget to check my phone messages. And I know a bunch of other people who are the same. I need my aim back!!
Phew.
Okay.
So, moving away from my incessantly bad mood (don't piss me off!), I have to do something to my hair. I just have to. It's long past the point of boring. I'm not going to dye it completely - I learned my lesson on that when I dyed it black (baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad move), and it is its natural color right now, which I like (but I like it a whole lot better in the summertime!). So Steph and I were talking about highlights...but what color? Steph thinks a gold color or something, I am completely clueless. Of course, I want to do something that is only semi-permanent, and never fear! I know exactly how to get rid of it as well (haha, clairol natural instincts: hazelnut ... yea for having the same color as all of my dad's sisters!). I just can't do anything drastic because I have a recital in, um, like, six weeks (shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!). But if I can hide it by putting my hair up, then no worries. If anyone has any suggestions, please feel free to let me know!
Speaking of hair, I read the other day that people who don't do anything to their hair, ie, no hair gel, spray, etc, etc have prettier, shinier hair than others! Yea for me! No wonder...go figure, I want to alter it. Well, maybe not. We shall see.
Anyway, sem is calling my name. I'm aiming to turn in 5 pages tomorrow rather than anything more. Frankly, I don't really care all that terribly much. Today has been just an awful enough day for me to not give a rat's ass.
- posted by L. @ 8:57 PM