I hate computers!
Okay, I don't really hate computers so much as I hate my computer right now. After I'm done writing this I'm probably going to disconnect the damn thing from the Internet - again, 'cause I don't want all this shit spyware and adware infiltrating my system further, not to mention it's getting to be a pain in the ass with all these damn popups! All the adware and spyware that I keep deleting anyway, I might add. Fuckers. If I have to restore factory settings again, I might just take a trip to that minefield with my oboe, my recital recording, my computer, the two sets of speakers that made my life sucky while my other speakers sat under my bed at home, yeah, I'm sure there's more things. Now. Where does one find a minefield??? I mean, without leaving the country.
Kirin is dumb.
Wait, that's old news.
I'm cranky.
Still old news.
I hope I didn't offend anyone earlier...
But I'm still going to take my recital recording out to set on fire or blow up. Nobody should be subjected to such torture.
I'm going to go inflict more pain upon myself and go get food at the Terrace. It should take approximately an hour to get over there. Damnit! I need muscle relaxers! Or Vicotin...oooooooh, I've got that somewhere in my room...yea for having severe back pain once upon a time. Wait, shit, I don't like Vicotin, it makes me freak out. Literally, I'm not even kidding. I have like, panic attacks when I'm on heavy painkillers. Lovely.
And now, a number of hours later when I reinstated my internet for a few brief minutes to check email that I haven't checked in a couple days, now I feel like a bad friend. I feel kind of like a failure of a friend. I mean, granted, a lot of stuff may have happened when I was s-t-r-e-s-s-i-n-g about my recital (and, before that, my sem), but still. I still feel like a failure of a friend. I'm fairly certain that other people may not think the same thing, but I definitely feel like I let someone down. :(
If it hadn't started snowing in May, maybe this day wouldn't have been so bad. Well, except that the virus/trojan horse/spyware started taking over my computer yesterday. And I started to ache yesterday too. Damn snow in May nevertheless!
- posted by L. @ 9:41 PM